Mother Forgiveness

Mother forgiveness
hard to find within.
New flashbacks
Impede my pace.
Did you momma?
My mind says yes.
But my heart says
No. No. No? No?
Flashback real.
I forgive
You
Anyway.

Susans Soul

© 2018 Susan Langer   

Manipulation

Manipulation

I encourage you
To VICTIMIZE me
So that I can
Feel unworthy

The game I play
Involves setting
Up myself as
Well as you
To misuse me
And abuse me.

I can then say
“None of this
Is my fault!”
I’m a VICTIM
Of Circumstances.

© 1986 Susan Langer

From my Journal when first treated for childhood sexual abuse. © 7 minutes ago, Susan Langer    society • sad • family • anger